I’m pretty happy right now. I’m really hoping I’m out of my rut. I have a job that I truly love and adore. I get to take care of some really good and smart kids and it makes my heart happy. It’s hard work and physically and sometimes emotionally taxing but it’s one of the only job’s I’ve gotten to do that is so so very worth it. I’m the nanny to 4 children full time but it’s not too insane cause the mom is a stay at home mom so I’m not alone with all of the kids at once all the time. It’s fun and rewarding and challenging and everything I’d want from a job and more. We go to the park and the library a lot and I get to make dinner and read books and try to convince the kids not to go up slides and run into walls of the house with their baby strollers! I really like the family and the mom and it makes me realize how much I do love people. It’s making me hopeful about the future. I really love my family and my friends and my novio and now I really love my job and I don’t know how to thank the universe enough.
ALSO every day it’s getting closer to Christmas!! It’s already less than 100 days. I just love everything starting in October and ending in December (September is just pregaming for my happiest season for me). I’m ready.